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Depression

from Demo #1 by Kruel Fakts

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Depression is a luxury we don't have

What am I doing now if my hopes are for the future and good memories in the past?
Get in the vacuum of present... Isn't the moment for itself bullshit if you don't give it any reference?
Instinctive pleasure maybe, but any second passing by is desire for more cause of remembrance of
the impact,consequence... how it made you feel.
Living an infinite number of millisecond lives is ridiculous!

In the loop of repetitive thoughts – questions you keep asking yourself why you ask them

Brutally pacified that it leads to self-destruction

My cracked imagination goes along with impossible realisation of – problems!

Crises, surviving, compromises, adjustments, ideals, disappointment...
Prejudice, assumptions, discrimination, oppression, immigration... depression!

Fuck this shit!

No, refusal will make you ignorant only pushing things deeper from surface, giving them roots!

What do they want from me?
To shut up!
What do they want from me?
To listen!
What do they want from me?
To obey!

-To kneel down and crawl in a dirt of what's supposed to be their washed away sins?
-To chew on those already spit out bits and pieces hoping my vomit will turn to gold?
-To count marks and scars of their shoe soles on my face believing there must be a winning number-bingo!?
-To push “newcomers” even deeper underneath me showing how fast I learn and put gained knowledge into practice?
-To betray and forget my ideals in fear I'll be taken for a fool?
-To believe in them and the fact that this life is just a compulsory suffer you need to endure?
-That if I pray and praise I will raise into their arms and get... have... possess...

I'm cloned – my brain is dismantled
Feelings, emotions – erased
Memories – fictive nightmares for which I take a pill to forget
Companion – competition that must be eliminated

You can't drown in a swamp, it' just the panic dragging you down!

Awakening is crawling under your skin
The unknown feeling of spark is the thought
Acknowledging that we live in a world full of shit is the start
Hunt the ones who wanted others to be hunted
Approval of measures this system uses
to maintain itself will choke you!
Not feeling a bit lost while trying to fight it.

Awake!
Distort!
Disturb!
Destroy!

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from Demo #1, released April 25, 2014

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Kruel Fakts Amsterdam, The Netherlands

Kruel Fakt are an anarcho punk band that started playing in amsterdam 2012, with people from all over the world. Influenced by old punk, crust and hardcore the style varies from song to song and sometimes within a song. Lyrics about topics ranging from animal rights, immigration, prisons, ecocide, sexism, feminism and following the cops back home... ... more

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